1. some son of a fuck in school.

2. seeing my boyfriend's first (ex-)girlfriend.

3. this specific category of humans who have such old-fashioned ways of thinking/feelings/etc. towards stuff that may be perceived as unconventional, such as tattoos and piercings.

told you it's a short short list HEHEHEHE.

okay, the truth is many things have got to me as of late, but these three are like right at the top of my mind now so i shall just get them off my chest.

i won't talk much about that fucktard in school (it's not that loser i spent nine months with), but just know that i really fucking hate you and that lot you hang out with. i don't like the way you are, i don't like the way you act, and i really really don't like the way you do things in school. it's uncool and it's unprofessional (yes we may still be students by profession, but geez grow up already???) and i really am unsure how you're going to survive in this cruel fast-paced world if you continue being this way. please start pulling yourself together. it's still not too late to save your bloody self.

second — before everyone starts going on about how i'm that typical sour girlfriend who hates all her boyfriend's exes, lol stop. in my previous relationship (not the one that lasted nine months because that isn't a relationship, that's abuse), i dealt with wave after wave of infidelity and i BEFRIENDED ALL OF THOSE GIRLS OKAY. like, i actually took the damn initiative to befriend them. yes i know, which girlfriend in her right mind would? but i'm never in a right state of mind because that can get boring at times, so save those words about me being that typical girlfriend for someone else.

before my boyfriend and i got together he told me about how his first relationship with this ex ended because she just suddenly decided to go MIA on him and stop replying to his texts and so on. until today, he doesn't have an answer from her as to why she decided to end the relationship by giving him the silent treatment and by going MIA on him. he doesn't even know why she decided to do this all of a sudden. so when we were still friends and after hearing his story, i decided i hated this girl LOL. i fucking detest immaturity, it's a huge turn-off. why would you leave someone hanging like this? if you don't want anything to do with someone already, just mature up and tell them why. it's better to be hurt by the truth than to be led on by a lie. also, who in God's name does this girl think she is? she's got ABSOLUTELY NOTHING on her okay. so why does she even think it's okay to emotionally manipulate someone like this and make them chase after her for a damn answer that she's way too cowardly to give someone?

tl;dr if you don't want to have anything to do with someone anymore, just fucking tell them already and stop leaving them hanging, sending out mixed signals, and so on. nobody should emotionally manipulate someone else like this, neither should anyone ever allow themselves to be emotionally manipulated in this cruel way. it's just cruel and it ruins someone's outlook on love and life and trust and shit.

so when i heard this story i already hated her, but when i saw her in the flesh i laughed my head off. bear in mind that i'm not at all pretty, but this one takes the cake. LMAO.

i hope she reads this LOL. and if somehow she does ... hi, please grow the fuck up and handle your fucking relationships the way adults do. if you can't understand that everyone needs to be treated with a certain level of respect, then you're obviously way too immature to handle a relationship. go back to kindergarten.

lastly — i just don't understand why such humans still exist lol. there are so many posts online about "that 'delinquent' could save your life" with pictures of the same heavily-tattooed man side by side, one of him in regular clothes and one of him in a doctor's coat, yet not everyone can take what they read online and incorporate that into their lives and all? funny how y'all like tattoos and most of you dream about getting a tattoo, but when it comes to hiring someone with tattoos you turn him/her away, despite the impressive resume they have and the huge skills set they bring with them. this is such a contradiction.

right now i'm blogging this because of something personal that took place not too long ago, and i'm plenty peeved. fuck all stereotypes. the nicest people can sometimes be found covered with tattoos, and the meanest can sometimes be those who claim to pray every day. why are humans so quick to judge? my own blood sister is rather heavily-tattooed, but she's one of the nicest people i know around and she's far nicer and sweeter than i am. she's like the angel on your right shoulder while i'm the devil on your left. she is so kind, so tolerant, so full of love for animals and people alike, so forgiving. how is this stereotype still not extinct?

i probably sound bitchier than usual but i really don't care anymore ... it's been a week full of ups and downs and i'm really rather worn out, both physically and emotionally. i'm just here to get some things off my chest and that's just about it. dear reader, you and i may have differing views and that's okay, we don't have to share the same beliefs, but i'm not enforcing mine onto you and i'd appreciate it if you pay me the same form of courtesy too.

shall stop here for now, x