Date : Saturday 29 April 2017
Time : 17:45
Title : sometimes.

sometimes i wonder why i allow myself to be put in such a position whereby i only end up getting hurt and nothing more.

sometimes i wonder why i allow one human to affect me so immensely.

sometimes i wonder why i am so bad at making good judgments.

sometimes i wonder why i am still holding on when you've clearly let go.

sometimes i wonder why i am so fucking stupid.

sometimes i wonder why i keep trying so hard and giving you everything i can without making sure you want it.

sometimes i wonder why i am constantly giving and giving 'til it hurts.

sometimes i wonder why i always say "i'm done", yet at the first possible opportunity i go right back.

sometimes ...






sometimes i wonder why i am still so in love with you.