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07 - 09 February 2016; Chinese New Year!

yay~ CNY was so good with everyone around! but not many people felt the happy new year vibes this year, including myself ... i wonder why is this so? is this due to age catching up with me (T____T)? i'm not sure what it is but i just feel like this year's lunar new year was just not as festive as it used to be ... sigh. i can't be the only one feeling this way, am i?

nevertheless, some photos -

07/02/2016 — reunion dinner night at my uncle's, yay~ ♥

08/02/2016 — 初一 (day one)! ♥

the woo family, ♥♥♥♥♥♥

(looking pretty tanned here ...)

cousins! ♥

(the sun was really bright thus my eyes LOL.)

09/02/2016 — 初二 (day two)! ♥

i love him so so much. :3

i cut off fast food for 2 - 3 years now but it started to get really boring and stuffy as the night went on so the four of us - us sisters and our boyfriends - went out for a breather and a bite. i had to agree to eating this with them because NOTHING ELSE WAS OPEN! sigh.

13/02/2016; day 6 of the lunar new year!

paid a new year's visit to the boyfriend's home, then headed out to meet with his friends CK, hongjian and alvin! wanted to go and play at the uncle ringo carnival set-up right beside tampines MRT station, but it turned out to be rather disappointing (not to mention costly). it was fun just walking around the place for a bit and looking around though. so many memories of my childhood just kept flooding back that night. ^_^

off-focus image but when i was a lot younger, my father took me to a fair like this and we went on the bumper cars together. i got off the ride with a huge bruise on my left cheek. T.T

since there wasn't much to do at the carnival area, we went for dinner together and spent some time at a games arcade before parting ways. said goodbye to CK, hongjian and alvin then bf and i caught a bus over to woodlands to cleon's! settled down with timothy, kenny, and alien outside - together with cleon's dad and friends of cleon's dad - and drank, talked and smoked the night away together. chill vibes and plenty of laughter all around, and it was a very very nice feeling knowing i still have them - and everyone else in my life, you all know who you are! - with me. ♥

groupie~

my "no makeup" face + red face from drinking.

14/02/2016; valentine's day!!

this date marks our first valentine's day spent together as a couple, and i really wanted to make it special for him, also because he said he's never gone out on this day before with anyone. didn't know what to get for him because i already got him three clothing items for christmas last year and there just wasn't enough time to shop around without him knowing. had to settle for booking him gold class tickets to deadpool in the end, as a gift. hope he enjoyed the simple/traditional dinner + movie date. nothing much to be done seeing as there were still classes for us the next day ... =(

love my rose gold hello kitty necklace, a birthday gift from my dad last year. ^^

yay deadpool!

i think deadpool was really funny (but that's pretty much because i've got a tainted mind LOL) but sad to say, it sort of falls short from all the marketed/advertising hype that was built up around the movie prior to its release. maybe the only downside was a little too much talking, and unless you have a mind like mine, you probably won't be able to laugh at all the forced subtlety of the sexual innuendos/risque jokes throughout the entire movie. 8/10 popcorns, worth a watch if you're not easily offended / have an open mind!

life's been good to me, so far. i'm grateful. x

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received news (and of course, that comment) that A. has deleted her social media platforms and/or made them private. funny how before i stepped in and before my sister reached the end of her patience, she was making SO MUCH NOISE about my sister - and very unceremoniously brought my family into the matter ("pathetic upbringing" right?). funny how you think it's okay to lump the two together, my sister per se and your cheating boyfriend together with our family, WHO DON'T FUCKING KNOW YOU AND VICE VERSA. funny how you were the one who started being nastily rude and blowing things out of proportion and now you act like you're the victim. meh.

and funny how now when things have been blown up, she runs away and hides behind - who else? that cheating pig of a so-called boyfriend she loves so dearly.

okay, whatever. run away and live in delusion all you want. my sister and i are done. and unlike you, when we say we're done, we mean it. therefore, this will be the last blog entry i have to write about/to you. so, i hope you'll find happiness in whatever you do. as mentioned, i'm really quite the apathetic being most times, and i scare myself too sometimes about my own feelings - when i saw how mean you were to my sister you have NO IDEA how hopping mad i was that i couldn't even see straight lol. but right now after a draggy school day and knowing that you've somewhat decided to just disappear (without even apologising or admitting how foolish you are being), i'm back to being apathetic old me again. because i know now that my sister was kind enough to own up to her faults and tell you about your cheating boyfriend, and you turned around to bite her back. you even dragged our entire family down into this matter as well. the nerve of you, really ...

so right now ... since i really can't be fucked anymore, since it's the lunar new year soon, since my father came home to us safe and sound (so grateful for this), my last words to A. will be — do whatever the hell you want. continue living in denial about your so-called boyfriend. feelings of anger aside, i really do hope that soon, you'll learn to be stronger and love yourself a little better, because our parents brought us into this world to be happy and not to be broken nor manipulated by scumbags like the one you still want to call a boyfriend. otherwise, you'll forever be trapped in this vicious cycle of cheating, breaking up, crying, then forgiving him and taking him back, and then letting him walk all over you again. have some self-worth honey. unless the air he exhales when he breathes manifests into money and makeup products and life essentials, someone like him - of that calibre, especially - is pretty much replaceable.

and to the guy who came begging my sister for another shot a things after he got found out, to the guy who cannot be honest with himself and with all the girls (including A.) he emotionally duped, to the guy who only knows how to lie and cheat just to make himself seem better than the rest — i really hope you grow up soon.

i don't really care about what else others have to say on this matter anymore, and i won't apologise nor take down any blog entries because i don't feel that i've done anything wrong. i'm penning my thoughts and feelings down as a sister, as a daughter, as someone who has to protect her own family and loved ones from such nastiness. many of you may disagree and feel that i've taken things a little too far because she's already made her online presence scarce, but i have to take a stand here and say that you can delete your blogs and so on, but the truth of the matter is that you've already made a personal insult/attack towards my family, who in this case are INNOCENT. besides, what gives her the damned rights to say such worldly things? you will notice that i've never once involved her family/upbringing in this matter, because she is who she is as an individual. i'm firm in my beliefs that everyone has parents that have all raised us well, but who we are as people and the habits/thoughts/ways of life we decided to adopt and cultivate for ourselves are matters entirely separate from our parents' teachings. i see no need to bring up unnecessary issues such as her family values and upbringing and so on when it is her and her alone who has did something unpleasant.

frankly, i don't blame her for being the way she is, because it's that scumbag's fault for being so manipulative and dishonest that she's become so broken inside and so cynical. but at the same time she's all "I don't need advice from you" to my sister ... clearly she's the kind of person who only wants to hear what she wants to hear yeah? so much for being kind to her and trying to help her see the truth.

so, if A. is so happy with her life this way, she's free to go on ahead with it. and if that scumbag is happy cheating and duping other people and manipulating their emotions, he can continue as well, because he will get what he duly deserves someday. and i'm sure of it.

shall stop here for now, x

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okay i didn't even know that i had a comments section on my blog ... i assume many of you must have read my blog through your smartphones ahahaha. on the mobile version my blog looks like a regular blogger template with no modifications and a comments section, but the truth is i've modified my blog and changed the templates according to my fancy and that's very apparent if you're on PC. haha i'm so sorry, i really had no idea readers could comment and all, so i was very shocked to see these comments on my blog all of a sudden because i have no way for people to reach out to me directly on this platform - i don't have an ask.fm account, i don't have a chat box or anything, i don't have a comments section enabled here in my customised blog template. but it's really really nice receiving comments because it means people do actually read what i have to say and want to interact back with me on a more personal level across technology screens, and i like that. it kind of warms my heart and that was what i woke up to this morning, so thank you all for making my morning less harder to wake up to than usual. ^*^

alright so the screenshot above is cropped out from my web browser on my laptop (because i'm in school ... and it's break time), and these are the three comments that i woke up to that made my morning. well, the human who wrote the comment in the middle, you're way too kind and i actually sort of feel a little devilish if we were to meet irl and we stand side by side HAHAHA. okay, nicety is a good thing, so don't stop being you.

Lifelikethis, you're right and i do agree she really is rather pitiful. i know how it feels really. as mentioned in one of my earlier blog entries, i was in a long relationship once and i experienced so many incidents of infidelity from my then-boyfriend. that was quite a tumultuous, volatile, strained relationship — albeit the happy moments that i'm grateful for. it took me a while, but i finally got out. and i've never been happier.

also, can i just remind everyone once again that i took the initiative to befriend every single girl my then-boyfriend cheated on me with? so yes, to that girl A. that's starting all these drama, it IS possible for such girls in this position to be friends. why, on wednesday this week i even bumped into one of them at the mall near school, and we had a small, casual and friendly chat before parting ways. LOL. your point?

back to topic ... i feel like everyone should know that my sister has been tolerating and putting up with all the nonsense from that girl for quite some time now, and for my usually cool and calm sibling to rage so openly on social media platforms means that something really got to her. i'm the one that's normally bitchy and operating on a short fuse, so if i do rant and stuff, maybe not many will think of it as a big deal. but for my sister, it's way different. and as her older sibling (yes ... i'm the older one, please believe me), i feel like i have every right to defend and protect my only sibling. not just as a sister, but A. actually brought our family in to this matter unnecessarily ("pathetic upbringing", huh?), so i'm also speaking up as a daughter and as the oldest child in the family.

my sister is - there you have it, my sister. if i don't defend her, who will? don't be fooled by my sister's tattooed being (yes she has more tattoos than i do). on the inside, she's softer than soft-serve ice cream. she probably comes across as quite intimidating and thug-ish because of her tattoos in all these obvious places on her body, but don't be too quick to judge either of us. growing up, she was always the far milder one while i was more brash and outspoken. whenever someone tried to bully her in school, she would never speak up for herself and i always end up stepping in. i'm not being a bully or trying to pass off as some gangster here. i do all these because she is my sister, she is family, and i feel that is reason enough.

so while Lifelikethis actually makes sense and yes, it's probably never a good idea to take things up to social media or the internet, i just want to show this girl A. that just because someone keeps quiet about something for a long time, it doesn't mean you can continue your hurtful ways and being an idiot behind your computer/phone screen. also, it doesn't mean you don't grow up and take advice from well-meaning people (LIKE MY SISTER) who tried their utmost best to save you yet you were just so ungrateful about it. haven't you heard, never bite the hand that feeds you? lol.

okay break's over and before i get back to lessons i just want to say that i bear absolutely NO hard feelings towards any of my readers/commentators on my blog, just want to explain myself and get some other things regarding this stupid drama SHE started off my chest. i agree that i may be quite the bitch, but i'm usually quite apathetic about most things most days ... it's true. besides, if we can be friends, why not?

might blog later, xx

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UPDATE, 2:34 P.M.

you're right, she's deleted/made private all her blogs and social media platforms. but i like how right now we're supposed to be sparing a thought for her feelings when she didn't spare a thought for any of my sister's - or my family, for that matter - when she made all those rude and nasty comments, and all her unkind words in an email exchange with my sister.

this anon makes sense and i totally get what s/he is driving at. to be fair, as mentioned previously, this has actually been going on for quite some time already but neither my sister nor i made anything 'blown up' on social media or the internet. we were planning to just let it slide by and move on with our lives. then here comes A. with her "oh i feel better about myself right now" and those words of "pathetic upbringing", even getting the guy in question to confront my sister? LOL.

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i don't know why i'm wasting my time on someone as stupid as this when i should really be finishing up my RJ for today's class lol! but y'know, it has come to my attention that it's 2016 and stupidity is still at an all-time high. absolute all-time high.

eh, I DON'T KNOW LA SIAL ...

I HOPE YOU FUCKING READ THIS, BITCH. SO, HERE GOES —

first off, YOU were the one who found my sister on her social media platforms and you followed her accounts and shizz to "find out the truths about your boyfriend and what really went on". okay we're all females. and females should help females, just like how males will help males. i see absolutely nothing wrong with helping out someone else in need. today's world is kind of twisted and ever since the creation of the world it is common knowledge that females will always get the shorter end of the stick in many many ways. no harm in helping out a fellow girlfriend/sister in need.

you wanted the truth about your lying, cheating, unfaithful and emotionally manipulative boyfriend (who hurt my sister, lied to my sister, took advantage of my sister's kindness, and has the guts to shove the blame all to my sister? LOL GROW A PAIR). you were the one who asked for the truth, and the truth my sister delivered. nothing more and absolutely nothing less. you asked for it. and now you can't handle it and you wanna turn things personal? you're on. =)

on 28 January 2016 in an email exchange to my sister, you typed this exact same line: "I don't wish to hear from you or from him (he got so mad at.me for replying to your comments and reading your email)." yes i even included the little dot you accidentally added after the 'at'.

today, 4 February 2016, you said "I am done with you. And all this mess. I really can't be bothered reading word by word of your email."

SO IF YOU SAID YOU DON'T WISH TO HEAR FROM ANY ONE OF THESE TWO HUMANS ANYMORE WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL BEING A SOURPUSS AND BLOGGING ABOUT MY SISTER IN SUCH A DEROGATORY MANNER???

so much for saying "I don't wish to hear from you" and "I am done with you" ... get over yourself. you can't handle the truth and you still want to protect that cheating pig of a boyfriend?

many many people have testified that he's cheated on SIX girls so far while being in a relationship with you for 2+ years. but for all we know, there could be more than six after all. cheating isn't necessarily always sex and hugs and kisses with someone else. how many other girls has he flirted with, thought of hitting up, thought of being with? when he's out, in the presence of other attractive females, are you even on his mind? lol no, sorry. he could lie so blatantly about you being a horrible girlfriend to him and always acting the pitiful boyfriend role in front of the other poor girls he duped and manipulated, the fuck you doing still forgiving him and being with him? stupidity has its limits alright, you actually think you matter to him? don't be silly. it's not love. it's needing companionship, because we all know his story (which i won't disclose as i still have some kindness left inside me for the two of you).

i'm amazed at how stupid you are. clearly, a diploma from NYP doesn't affirm your intelligence level.

speaking of education!!! you have the guts to say my sister "can't even go through 'O' levels"? come over and see her 'O' level certificate. besides, what's the whole big deal about being all about that 'book smarts' when clearly you're stupider and dumber than below averaged-IQ humans put together lol.

go ahead and blog about me and insult me if you dare, un-private your blog as well to let me read it. i love to read. ^^ but let me help you if you want to insult me: i'm proud to say i was originally put into the express stream in secondary school, but did so poorly in maths and D&T that i got dropped to the normal academic stream. as a result, i took another year to graduate from secondary school and i watched as all my peers left me behind. after my 'O' levels i wasn't able to go to many polytechnics because again, i failed maths, and many courses wouldn't accept me. i went to ITE College West in the end, an institution i will forever be proud to call my home because of the life experiences i've gained, the lessons i've learnt, the friends i have made and the people i have got to know. i've found a bunch of real friends there. do you have any?

right now, i'm relatively happy with my life in republic polytechnic. doing pretty well too, if i do say so myself. you feel better about yourself? don't make me laugh. you should in fact be ashamed of yourself because you're so shallow, so narrow-minded, so closed off that you probably don't have the life of excitement and happiness my sister and i have. you should be UPSET that we probably have a much more fulfilling life than you do lol. education doesn't define who you are as a person.

oh and, you want to bring religion into this as well? i had no idea in religious class they taught you to look down on others based off a particular aspect in their life. it's true my sister and i are just peranakan. it's just a race. religion-wise, we're not muslim. we don't know the ways of islam. but we do know and we have been brought up by our amazing parents to respect and love everyone, and to accept all for who they are. gay, bisexual, heterosexual, white, black, asian, jewish, buddhist, christian - you name it, we accept it. my father is so religious, he would even skip out on important things like meals and work and family time with us for his prayers and rituals. he follows everything dutifully and prays so well and has all his prayers and various chants learnt by heart, every single day and night without fail. the audacity of you to bring my family into this matter and say that we have "pathetic upbringing". =)))))

true, we're not muslim, but my sister has an open mind and a huge heart with the willingness to learn. i didn't know religion was something like an exclusive club that requires something of you to partake in. girl, what planet are you living on? religion is supposed to be about acceptance and love and open-mindedness, and the willingness to teach all who are interested in learning and even converting. it's scum like you that is part of the reason why your religion and race generate so much hate today, and it's so fucking sad because your religion and race is absolutely beautiful, i mean it. but people like you are the black sheep of today's society.

also, if your boyfriend reads this — dude, please remember that if you love someone, you won't want to cheat. and if you want to cheat, just fucking set the other party free. nobody deserves to be so broken and so hurt emotionally like this that their outlook on life gets forever tainted. your fucking lies hurt my sister's feelings and your stupid behavior caused your poor girlfriend to become so broken and so cynical. everyone despises and detests cheating behavior, and i assure you, soon you will get what you deserve.

girl, the fact of the matter is a person can love you and still cheat. the same way we love God and still sin. but it's appalling how you're one of those idiotic TWATS that automatically blames the other woman for everything when it's already so obvious you don't have a keeper. so many red flags are jumping out at you and you still don't see the signs? i don't understand at all lol. cheaters are cowards. if the feelings aren't there, you shouldn't be either. so why don't you do yourself a damned favor and get the hell out of this destructive cycle you call a relationship? your so-called boyfriend instigated everything with my sister AND THE OTHER GIRLS, and you still blame them? wow, you're the reason why so many people don't take us females seriously; because of girls like you, the rest of the female population is being perceived as incredibly stupid. thanks, but no thanks. unlike you, i have some self-worth and respect and i know exactly when to walk away.

and, my sister too, might i add.

my sister didn't just have respect for herself. she had respect for YOU as his girlfriend. she ended things off with him but who was the one grovelling like some dog begging for my sister to take him back? she respected you enough as a human to come clean with you, otherwise, you'd still be living in your little fantasy of how "charming" and "loving" he is.

you wanted the truth, she gave you the truth. you can't handle it, and you want to make things bigger and more personal. you're on, bitch. ready to take you down any fucking time you want.