Date : Wednesday, 23 March 2016
Time : 02:04
Title : hey.

haven't been blogging for a while. the holidays are going by fine so far even though i'm stuck in this country ... nothing particularly exciting or extraordinary, but i'm contented because i get to spend time with all my loved ones and that's important in this day and age. the world is corrupt, society is ugly, and life is never promised. i think it's really important to be able to take in your loved ones' smiles and be with them as much as possible before ... well, y'know.

so the past few weeks have gone by without *much* incident ... except for several emotional ones. but well, all's well ends well so they say. hopefully, things begin to look up a bit. i'm just getting a little sick and tired of having to feel so down most days.

18 March 2016
met with my girlfriends for dinner at 49 Seats and a chill-out sesh. talked and caught up with each other, went prawning (actually only charlene prawned, noelle and i were like bit-role actors haha ...), then their friends came by. :D

noelle had to go off first, so four of us - charlene and i and the two other friends - continued to hang out with each other. another friend joined shortly after and we went over to swee choon for supper. yay to yummy dim sum and delectable salted egg yolk custard buns (I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THEMMMM), but no to gaining weight ... =((((( still, it was just all in good time, and it's not often we get to hang out. ><"

after supper, we just continued hanging out until about 3-ish in the morning before heading home. ^^ alcohol-free friday for noelle, charlene and i wahahaha.


20 March 2016
took my mom and sister down to changi beach park together with my precious dog, robin, so he could play on the beach with them. we had dinner at bistro@changi right at the beach afterwards. it's also where my boyfriend works at, so it was a real treat to finally get to see him after going a while without being able to. it was also nice for little robin, as he absolutely LOVES my boyfriend and was so excited at being finally able to see him and receive his loving pats. too adorable. ^3^



after dinner, we walked around a bit more, and after going home i got my things and went back down to meet with the boyfriend and jyhan. it's nice to spend time with them, especially jyhan, as before that night it really had been quite a while. talked and caught up with each other as always, then parted ways. ^_^

i don't actually remember what happened the last few days LOL. ^^"

and frankly, i have way too much on my mind and i'm getting poorer with words. somehow, i just really can't find the right words to say, the right words to convert my real feelings into. sometimes it feels better to be quiet and to keep things to myself, yet other times i feel so lonely i could scream because it often feels like i don't have a single soul in this world to turn to who can understand how i feel. it's a little selfish of me to feel this way because i know i'm surrounded with lovely family members and lovely friends and a loving boyfriend, but sometimes things just ... get to you, y'know? like, i'm only human at the end of the day and i can't expected to be smiling and hyperactive all the time.